Musings of an insane mind!

Seriously I think I have a crush. And I totally don’t know what the fuck im going to do about it, I’m pretty sure I’m just manifesting it in my head because its been suggested to me. But when I’m not in that frame then I feel fine ya know? God I hope no one I know ever reads this because despite the fact I don’t think anyone could figure it out.. I still would never want this to be out there. I truly do put my innermost feelings in this blog for the world to see. My every little thought or musing or question about myself and others is on here.. ugh I need to get over this and stop thinking about it!