Recent pics..

Bree, Danielle and ritchie at brees bday
The boys at brees

Not sure whats happening here..

Haha looks like we may be drunk..

Cheersing with my favourite drink..

Dancing on the stage in town lol

Danielle, Anstasia and Carllos...

Me and Danielle..

Before we went out..

Wine time with Katiie..

Thinking of you..

Well I havnt written in the longest time im sad to say. I don’t know why really I guess I’m just happyish at the moment. I have a lot of stuff to look forward to like Pearl Jam in concert and we just booked our ferry tickets to this event for NYE! I can’t believe how close Christmas is. Its incredible really how fast this year has gone.. Seems like things are constantly changing but for the better.. This time last year I was confused a lot and struggling a lot with girl drama. Now I’m not at all which is fantastic. I’m trying to knuckle down in my job though I still don’t really enjoy it. I finally got a CD that ive been dying to get. It’s the One Tree Hill soundtrack (roadmix) fantastic CD btw. I’ve developed a really different musical taste since I started.. my current play list features The honorary title, Dashboard confessional, The wreckers, Jimmy eat world, Bryan Greenburg, Live, Pearl Jam, Nirvana, Tyler Hilton and so many others. I’m getting another tattoo in a month. Theres these flowers that I draw constantly for some reason.. Whenever I’m upset or happy or whatever and I want to get them on my ankle. Three of them in some form or maybe in a line down my other shoulder. What do you guys think.. I’m so sorry I haven’t been commenting on your blogs or anything. Believe me im out there and im reading always.. I just don’t know why im not feeling the urge to comment very often.. but yeah do know that I am still reading.

Some days I feel so good and others I feel so empty.. People always leave and people always lie is always in my head. I don’t really trust people anymore and im trying to work on not giving people so much of myself before I should be. Because inevitably they screw you over. Haha rumors are going around about me and carl. People think were a couple because were always together. There’s something to be said about people who make assumptions to make themselves feel better.. lol im going to put up some photos as well from a recent night out. Was pretty fun. So anyway just thought id catch you all up on my life and let you know im still there.. BonDon if you’re reading this I will add you but my facebook is being a bitch right now! So im totally not snubbing you though if you add me I might be able to accept.

To finish this I want to say RIP to Zach.. My 10 year old cousin who killed him self a year ago today. Our thoughts are never far from you and I hope you’re in a better place xoxo

Just a few words...

Wow I’ve found the car of my dreams. My boss has me using her car at the moment cause shes selling it and wants me too buy it and I have to say I freaking love it! I’ve only been driving it for a few days but its great so far. Work is so boring at the moment but theres nothing I can do about that is there. I have a job interview tonight that I am totally stoked to be going to and I can only hope that I may get it. My boss bought us a really nice lunch the other day then announced that we would all need to be reapplying for our jobs shortly and that we will find out if we have one or not in the next month or so. Sucks huh? The job im applying for today is only 30 hours a week to begin with but hopefully the hours will be increased!

life has been pretty quiet at home. haven’t really heard much from the others in the way of gossip or anything. Pretty pathetic really that they felt the need to send out a mass text and stuff. Man as im sitting here writing this I just so don’t have the energy. I’m like a bundle of energy so ii guess I should say I don’t have the motivation. I haven’t really had much to blog about. Shane keeps telling me hes in love with me. its kinda scary I mean yeah he may have feelings for me but he needs to get over them cause nothing will EVER happen! I think I need to do something drastic or something to get rid of him haha! Im starting netball next week which will be awesome. I really wanna lose some weight so I can feel better about myself cause I just don’t like the person I am at the moment! Wish me luck with that. Its such a struggle and as they say.. Bad habits die hard I guess.

Ciao!