Shock..

So be prepared… as you read on you will find tales of violence, dramatics, cheating hearts and general debauchery!

Haha ok so where do I start? Had an awesome weekend this weekend. Friday night me n Shane went to the R.S.A (returned services association) with my mummy and stepdad for dinner and some drinks and pool. Was fun just hanging out and they have the best food! After that we stopped and I got a bottle of wine and headed back to mine. Carlos came home like 5mins later and we just sat around talking for ages and hanging out! I and Carl had the most awesome play fight lol and I managed to clock him in the face a few times. Yay for boxing gloves. Shane filmed it so I should put it on here one day!

On Saturday we cleaned up at home and laxed around the house. I did some general girly things and hung out with the boys. At like 7 we jumped in a taxi and headed to Josh and Brees for pre drinks before hitting town for Brees bday. For like the first hour it was just us and these two little 17 year old gangster wannabes haha but then a few of our other friends started arriving and soon we were all heading towards the drunkenness haha. It was a little awkward when Tony showed up but in the end I was just like fuck it man i'm just gonna go with the flow. None of us felt like hitting town by the time 11 was approaching so we decided just to get Bree a little bit drunker so we could go to the local bar instead and so we headed there. Me and Danielle hit up the dance floor straight away and there was an awesome band playing! It was such an awesome night. After like an hour we went outside to cool down and I walked up to Carl and Shane in time to hear him saying that he had cheated on gen multiple times… I couldn’t fucking believe it. I’m still in shock now! Apparently he was cheating every chance he could for a year with mine and gens best mate from school. I’m disappointed in him you know. I cant believe most of all though that Jess would do this to gen... They were best mates from the age of two till like a year ago...

Its crazy and I don’t know how to be around Jess. I think I’m overreacting but I just cant believe she would possibly so hurtful to Gen. it’s the ultimate betrayal. Carl is currently wracked with some serious guilt which I have ta say he kinda deserves. Am I over reacting?

Yesterday was a good day as well. We went and watched my favorite league team playing and I think there was bout 10,000 people there! I’m super tired today specially cause we went to bed at like 4 on Sunday morning and I woke up at like 8.30 to Carl walking back and forth past my door chanting “wake up” over and over... guess he was bored lol!

Why harrow there strangers of the blog world!

Firstly I think everyone should add me on Facebook lol it seems to be the trend of late! If you want me to add you then leave a comment with your email and voila!

So my life of late has been scandal free and pretty damn boring. I was in bed like the whole of last week with pretty much pneumonia (I have no idea how the funk you spell that) so as you can imagine that sucked! I didn’t eat for three days lol and my mumma was coming over to bring me soup and fruit and shiz all the time. Was nice to be looked after but kinda embarrassing haha. I love my mummy for it tho. I mean come on im her grown ass daughter who hasn’t lived at home for at least two years and she still has the time to do that shiz! I'll post a pic of her so everyone can see my hero lol.

I was meant to go away for the 4day Easter weekend but I couldn’t cause I was sick which sucked. I got left at home with Shane for company, joyous as that was. I thought he was going to stab me in my sleep truth be told lol. No I kidd that’s a really harsh thing to say. This blog doesn’t have much purpose really. I guess having a scandal free life makes for a boring me! Bree and josh, Carls brother and annoying gf apparently got engaged this weekend. The dumb ass boy chose to give her a big rock! What the fuck he was thinking I don’t know, they organized a bbq for this coming weekend to tell the family but Bree decided to tell ME before the rest of them on Friday I think it was. I have no idea why she told me. So much shiz is wrong with that girl. How she made it to 18 is questionable! Haha anyway she told me and I kept my mouth shut. Me n her have had enough dramas for my liking and there is no way I was going down that track again. I deliberately didn’t say anything to Carl because I wasn’t sure what the deal was. We went to soccer and played etc etc skip the boring and were standing outside chatting after when Nicole this chick on the team dropped the “have you seen josh and Bree” bomb and proceeded to tell Carl everything. Half an hour later I got a text from Bree accusing me of telling everyone blah blah. But anyways tho im not sure what the point of that story was I just felt like sharing. All sorted now tho!

A big shout out to Bon Don at "Who throws a cupcake? Honestly." for giving me my first award! Im her blogger bff! I dont know how to post a link but if you wanna check her out just have a look at my profile :-)

And my final note! I have quit smoking! I haven’t had one in 10 days. Me n Carlos have a bet. If I smoke before the end of September I have to change my facebook status to say I am a lesbian and I wanted to tell everyone. Im not allowed to comment back to people who say stuff and just have to ignore it until 24 hours have passed lol. If I stay off the fags then Carlos ha to wash my car in a dress and heels lol. I think I got the better end of the deal! Wish me luck ya’ll!

Things are looking up!

Yay I hopefully have a job interview tomorrow that’s at a place like 5 minutes from my house and on more money and probably less stressful then what im doing! How awesome is that?
We had gens birthday bbq last night cause it was her actual bday and all of her family and carls family came. Now bree carls sister n law and mother of his nephew hates me. shes 17 and really acts it. Some shit went down when she was pregnant and she took lies and things and spun them out of control. It was messed up and a bad time in my life. We havnt spoken for probably nearly a year and I tried to apologise to her back in may for the shit that went down. Not that I was sorry but because I just wanted things to be good between us ya know cause it was better for everyone if we were peaceful. When I tired to apologise she did he nana and we havnt spoken since. Like seriously when shes at my house or whatever we avoid each other like the plaugue! So last night at the bbq I was really surprised when she knocked on my door and told me she had some tights that she could lend me if I wanted for my costume for gens party on Saturday. I was just like umm nah thanks im all good and told her she could come in to see all the photo boards I had made for gens party. She came iin and we chatted a littlee with me just thinking omg wtf is going on lol. I thought it was strange and we all left my room and went out to the lounge. Not long after that we were outside having a ciggy and bree came out and started chatting with all of us…me included. Again I was like huh? And then she even asked me to try her drink etc…was so weird and jkept up with her chatting to me all night and showing me tricks etc…I cant even explain…im hoping it stays this way cause it would make life so much easier for all of us ya know. Like having harmony in the group is major! An its great cause carls sister seems to be fine with me as well so heres hoping! Im feeling like a ray of sunshine today!

Awkwardness

so last night was awkward to say the least...i asked shane if he was gonna be able to deal with the whole seeing marc situation and he said he would try not to kick him in the shins…drama at home so didn’t make it any better…gen n nicola weren’t gonna come to the game cause carl thought they were only coming so gen could see marc. These issues needa be put to bed! Hads was arriving at the game as we pulled in and shane launched a stream of abuse the second he saw his car. Thank go hads didn’t hear cause he didn’t deserve it! I told him to grow up and sat down to have a ciggy and a chat with hads. It was cool to see him especially cause we been getting on good as lately! Marc and doug were there and inside and hads went in to see them and doug came out. We talked bout the cricket match then marc came out and I just kept talking. I don’t know why im such a bitch that I didn’t even aknowledge him! But I didn’t…I went in later and said evening then chatted with hads a bit more…apparently I told him bout the pole dancing lmao. That’s embarrassing! But after that it was all good. We played and won against the team we always have problems with and then everyone went there sepreate ways…. So should be an interesting night on satturday…I have my own shit to worry about. I used to be friends with this chick call Danni tho her name for this blog will be slutty pants! She is one of those people who will drag you down. She has a 2 year old son who she never really looks after…shes left him on the side of the road before cause she didn’t wanna look after him…she drinks most days and does a fair amount of drugs. I hung out with her for awhile and ill admt that she was fun. But when I decided to get rid of the people in my life that bought me down she was one of them… and her mum who is a fat ugly interfering bitch didn’t like it. She hates me cause I told her that her and her family could go get fucked. We will call her the beast. The beast made the start of 2008 soawful for me that I nearly had a breakdown. At gens surprise 20th that I organized she sat in a circle with some girls my age and just buitched about me saying some awful shit. And now shes rsvp’d to gens 21st. she works with gen you see and calrs brother was dumb enough to get her youngest daughter knocked up. If it is another we hate zara club this time I will leave. I cant stand that shit and I was in tears before the end of last years party…im not letting it happen again! Hmmm…I have a lot of drama haha. I better start work now!