Drama- leave me alone!

Well my frustration levels with the world are extremely high at the moment. I just cant escape the drama no matter what I do to avoid it.

Yesterday I was talking to my friend Doug on Facebook who you may remember as my part time stalker. Anyway I haven’t seen him in awhile as he moved outta town and when he got back together with his ex we stopped talking, because I’m guessing she didn’t like me anymore. We were just chatting and stuff and I asked him if he had been to Hadley and Nics place and stuff and we chatted a bit about that and then he dropped a bomb on me and told me that Toni had recently tried to commit suicide.

Now being that those bitches walked outta my life 6 months ago and since then have been nothing but pains in my ass, to be brutally honest, I don’t give a flying fuck about any of them. They don’t matter to me in the slightest. Even so hearing that threw me a little and text Carlos to ask him if it was true which he informed me it was. He then asked me if it was alright that he told her that the rumors were out and I told him it was fine but I wasn’t going to say where I heard it from as that’s not my place.

Just a side note to this as well- only five people know about Tonis attention seeking- Carl, Nic, Hads, Gen and Jordon. The person who told Doug was Marc who would’ve been told by Hadley meaning that they all have serious trust issues with each other if you ask me. Shit these bitches can’t even keep something like that a secret from other people. God im glad im out of that twisted shit.

Anyway me and carlos were texting each other about it the whole way home and then he randomly text me to ask when id be home so I could go for dinner with him if I wanted. I said yip and got home and kncked on his bedroom door as he was in there hiding from our flatmate and he was on the phone to toni. As soon as he got off the phone he sprinted out the door pretty much and made me rush out with him and we left to go get some KFC. While we were waiting carlos had a missed call from our home line and I got a text from toni asking me to call her. When we got home I asked aroha why she had called and she said that Toni and nicola had turned up looking for me! despite the fact carl told Toni on the phone that I wasn’t home when she asked to speak to me and despite the fact I didn’t text her back. Then I got another text from her saying “please can you talk to me I know im asking a lot but you don’t understand blah blah please tell me who said it etc”. after about an hour of thinking about it I text her back and said ‘im only texting you back so you don’t come to my house or call me. Im not going to tell you who told me as im not out to shit stir. All will say is that carl did not tell me and whoever you have told has a big mouth.” Then I got another two messages saying I don’t think your stirring bblah blah and all this other shiz so I text her one last time and said “I understand the severity of suicide-I lost my 9 year old cousin so do not try and guilt trip me. if you are having problems dealing with this then I suggest you reach out to one of your friends or seek professional help. I don’t want anything to do with your groups dramas and I closed the chapter on your part of my life a long time ago and im not going to reopen it. I wont be telling you who said it and would appreciate being left alone.”

And thankfully I didn’t hear from her again tho I later found out that nicola was texting carl trying to get him to make me text toni back and when he said they had no right to ask for my help she said “ ask her how shes going to feel if we get a call tomorrow saying tonis dead and she did nothing to help”

Seriously makes me want to cut a bitch aye. Cant believe they would try that shit! Ugh anyway I feel so much better now ive gotten that out. I wasn’t too harsh towards them was i? cause I feel guilty today although I know that shes not really my responsibility..

Shock..

So be prepared… as you read on you will find tales of violence, dramatics, cheating hearts and general debauchery!

Haha ok so where do I start? Had an awesome weekend this weekend. Friday night me n Shane went to the R.S.A (returned services association) with my mummy and stepdad for dinner and some drinks and pool. Was fun just hanging out and they have the best food! After that we stopped and I got a bottle of wine and headed back to mine. Carlos came home like 5mins later and we just sat around talking for ages and hanging out! I and Carl had the most awesome play fight lol and I managed to clock him in the face a few times. Yay for boxing gloves. Shane filmed it so I should put it on here one day!

On Saturday we cleaned up at home and laxed around the house. I did some general girly things and hung out with the boys. At like 7 we jumped in a taxi and headed to Josh and Brees for pre drinks before hitting town for Brees bday. For like the first hour it was just us and these two little 17 year old gangster wannabes haha but then a few of our other friends started arriving and soon we were all heading towards the drunkenness haha. It was a little awkward when Tony showed up but in the end I was just like fuck it man i'm just gonna go with the flow. None of us felt like hitting town by the time 11 was approaching so we decided just to get Bree a little bit drunker so we could go to the local bar instead and so we headed there. Me and Danielle hit up the dance floor straight away and there was an awesome band playing! It was such an awesome night. After like an hour we went outside to cool down and I walked up to Carl and Shane in time to hear him saying that he had cheated on gen multiple times… I couldn’t fucking believe it. I’m still in shock now! Apparently he was cheating every chance he could for a year with mine and gens best mate from school. I’m disappointed in him you know. I cant believe most of all though that Jess would do this to gen... They were best mates from the age of two till like a year ago...

Its crazy and I don’t know how to be around Jess. I think I’m overreacting but I just cant believe she would possibly so hurtful to Gen. it’s the ultimate betrayal. Carl is currently wracked with some serious guilt which I have ta say he kinda deserves. Am I over reacting?

Yesterday was a good day as well. We went and watched my favorite league team playing and I think there was bout 10,000 people there! I’m super tired today specially cause we went to bed at like 4 on Sunday morning and I woke up at like 8.30 to Carl walking back and forth past my door chanting “wake up” over and over... guess he was bored lol!

Ok so I forgot to point out some of the highlights of my night as BonDon reminded me J

#1- We were making shots in the kitchen alllll night! Im talking tequila, southern comfort, Jim beam and quick fucks! They were also being spilled along with other drinks onto the floor allll night! So anyway Carlos used a cloth to wipe up the shots and then squeezed the excess liquid into a shot glass..and then Shane drunk it hahaha. Apparently, cause everyone was chanting his name he felt like he just had to do it!
#2- Carlos and Amy (Shane’s workmate) were getting their flirt on something chronic! If you looked at them you woulda thought they were in lust.. I thought Shane was going to spontaneously combust when he saw them.
#3- I learnt how to take a shot without picking up the glass haha.
#4- one of our massive candles got smashed and there was glass everywhere. I don’t know how we break so much stuff and not even realize till the next afternoon.
#5- Mike, Shane’s best mate kept grabbing my boobs till I ran away to his brother who is also a bouncer! He didn’t touch me again haha I mean who can resist a damsel in distress?
#6- I worry about my drinking prowess… I consumed two drinks and three shots in the first 20 minutes of being home and was pronounced a tough bitch haha yeah that’s right bitches! Don’t be messing with me :-P
#7- Bree and josh have a new flat mate. Her name is jess and they slept top n tale on one of our couches.. I wonder about jess… she left her shows on while she was sleepin..
#8- I’m sure there’s probably more.. Like me n nicola singing Pink Floyd to everyone whilst standing on the couch.. tres embarrassing!!

I would tell you more.. But my memory seems to be occupied by my night of…. I’m sure you can work it out! As I remember ill add more!

Stupid Computers! And a weekend update...

well i just wrote the longest ever post and then my computer fucked out so thats all down the drain now!

Ok well im gonna do some bullet points to give you the quick rundown cause im so not gonna type all of what I said out again!

1- I nearly hooked up with the bday boy aka “the bodyguard”. Towards the end of the night we were all over each other and he kept talking to me about doug and how im way too good for him etc and deserve only the best. It was really sweet. We were holding hands and hugging and stuff all night! We woulda looked like a couple to outsiders. Till he got called away. I was so sad haha.

2- doug kissed me n I told him to piss off. He kept trying to talk to me but I avoided him and told him I was way to drunk to deal with this shit. I think he got the hint. I havnt heard from him again!

3- marcs STUPID girlfriend officially hates me. she thought I was tryna steal her man. WTF!!!!! It aint my fault im more fun than her and me n marc are friends. I wonder if she knows what actually went on with me n him!

4- Nic n hads are officially a couple now. Its so good im so happy for them!

5- I feel like a dick after how drunk I was. Who ever said that drinking straight from the wine bottle is a good idea was VERY sadly mistaken. Never again!

6- what is wrong with me that I have to tell nic and hads that ive always been attracted to tyler and wanna hook up with him?

7- 5 days till my birthday! I cant freaking wait tho im having slight panic attacks that no one will show up!

8- im a bit nervous to see tyler again.

9- umm not sure what else I have going on but yeah that’s my update guys.

10- I met two hot guys- Kelly and Adam that are crazy and so much fun! Hopefully we hang out with them again!

I need some advice tho. Should I be feeling embarrassed bout the Tyler thing and was I too mean to doug?

*******UPDATE*********
doug just text me to apologize for his behaviour so thats good!

my weekend

Well it is drama central in my life at the moment. I also got tagged but I will do that later on today cause my god I need to vent so bad!

Well me n my two besties were sitiing round on Saturday night talking when G came out with a confession. She is very unhappy in her relationship (with the guy whos like my big brother) and is thinking bout leaving him..once she started talking she didn’t stop. She told me n tonz that they hadn’t had sex in over three months and shit was just going down hill fast. It was just so weird and I don’t like seeing her hurt like this. Like shes such a strong person its unusual for her…

We had already made plans to go play some pranks on a few of our friends by gladwrapping there letter boxes hahaha so we went back to ours me n G could get ready. The boys were at ours getting ready to watch the league world cup and wanted us outta the house so they could have bouy time. We all got ready and weren’t really dressed in anything special. I had been wearing a mini and a singlet so I put a top jeans n boots on n same with G- we so weren’t dressed dressed up but when we went back into the lounge the boys were like where are you going (also would like to point out that M n his mate H were busy at a 21st). we told them the truth and said were going to do our prank. They were straight away suspicious. It was so fucked. Like I think it was cause shane was like oh yeah your gonna go see the boys blah blah blah which we had not intention to…so we left and the boys were okish I guess and we started driving around n doing our pranks…we had been textin M n H random shit all night so when 11 came they text to ask what we were upto cause the 21st was already over. We had just finished shrink wrapping our rival soccer clubs grounds lol and so we told them our next stop and headed to meet them and play some late night soccer haha. Also being that this was the first time me n M had seen each other since the whole hook up it was weird…

But we had all been hanging out with the boys for like an hour when all three of us girls phones went off…it was the boys asking where we were at etc…so I was straight up n told them that we were playing soccer and got asked who we were with so I told them…I didn’t think we had any reason to hide t and my big bruv got mad at me…so I decided to text and say that he should be able to trust me n nknow that I wouldn’t lie…they were thinking we had set this all up for some paranoid reason…which we hadn’t…after about another hour we decided to let off some fireworks but had to go find a spot so headed off to the beach and sat round talking and letting off a few fireworks…then M had this bright idea of going to another beach where there are these tunnels dso we headed there only to realize they were in another beach a bit further away…so we went there and ended up just climbing up this hill n sitting in the grass talking shit and having M find out all my embarrassing stories…it was pretty cool cause we were overlooking the whole city… we ended up getting home after 5am and me n G were not looking forward to going inside!

In the morning when we got up we were being givin the silent treatment…it was so fucked up…we had done nothing wrong and we were being ignored…after awhile and a few tears shane the ugly bastard ended up talking to us but big bruv held firm on the whole anger thing…which was not helping his case with G cause she was just getting madder. I had to go to family dinner so she went to M’s house to hang with him and I met up with them after and we just once again sat and talked avoiding going home..its so uncomfy and weird like all the vibes going round…but it was cool spending so much time with M…I may not know whats going on between us but he is awesome to hang with! Hehe we were texting till quite late last night!

Anyway I peaced it out with big bruv on my way home last night so that was all good and now I just have to help out my big bruv and G…cause this shit is getting me down…I don’t want them to break up but I think they might tonight…