So I don’t really have much to say.. My car caught on fire or whatever on Friday morning so I didn’t go to work. Shane came and rescued me and I couldn’t get to work any other way. It sucked big time. I just spent the day doing nothing and feeding my addiction for one tree hill lol it was fantastic tho! Carl was home and spent the day coming to talk between ad breaks in the cricket so it was cool to spend time with him. I finally fell like we are getting our brother/sister relationship back and it makes me so happy! Him and gen April fools pranked us this morning. Was pretty funny. They hung a scream mask in my bedroom door way which thankfully I found before I stumble out in my half asleep morning stupor lol.. I went to bed uber early for me last night. Like was asleep at like 9.30ish. Tres unusual! But I got woken up by the bodyguard texting me and found the mask. I think I have an old lady bladder. I always need to pee in the night, maybe I should go get that shiz checked out. I’ve been pretty lazy with my blogging lately! Its taken me like 4 days to write this post. I always add like a sentence and then save it to my drafts haha. Grrr im having a fat WEEK at the moment which isn’t helping. But yays were going away camping next weekend for the four day holiday weekend! Its gonna be freezing tho! Oh well will be so worth it!
We had a girl’s night out the other night. Was so awesome. We started with cocktails at Tonz brothers’ house and then caught taxis into town. There was I think 15 of us at one point. I was putting my bartending skills to good use and making everyone toxic as cocktails before we left haha it was awesome! It was such a cool night and we lasted so well considering we statrted drinking at like 6 and didn’t get home till four lol. We briefly saw Hads, marc, Tyler and Doug in town when we were waiting for our ride. We were at the awesome bungalow 8 cranking it on stage! These girls were trying to stealth our place on the platform but we got rid of them. It was great! I loved it. We needa do it more often tho. Tonz invited Tyler away with us over Easter and im hoping he will come tho I seriously doubt it. I duno I don’t think anything will come of my little crush on him to be honest but hey whats a girl to do but try! So anyways this post is all over the show and at the mo my spelling is shocking! Im gonna bounce now yo!
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Tuesday, March 31, 2009
Monday, March 16, 2009
Happy Birthday To Me!!!
So im officially 21! Jealous much? Haha nah I feel a wee bit older but other than that I just plain feel tired! Im proud to say I remember my whole night and have no blanks despite the volume of booze I consumed!
Saturday started off well. I went out for brunch with my mum and aunty and we just hung out and talked the morning away which was nice. I found out that I have a brother who my own bio dad hasn’t even met. So that’s pretty weird to know that, like what if ive met him and don’t even know? Its been on my mind ever since then and it gives me even more reason to meet this father of mine. My aunty gave me the coolest collage of my family and some stuff to do with the native tribe im from which means a lot. I have no understanding of my Maori side so I do want to learn for sure. My auntys present goes perfectly with the key mum and paul my step dad gave me. I love it so much. Im gonna post a few photos uup so ill make sure I do that. I don’t actually have much to say about the party. I think I am now a legend lol. I did 8 yager bombs and drunk prob 10 vodkas and was still standing at the end of the night! Very unusual for a 21st. I did however chuck at the end of the night when we got home. damn denny’s chilli fries weren’t sitting well in my tummy I guess. Im still pretty tired aye! I went to bed at like 5 on Sunday morning and was up before 9. I guess that redbull was well and truly making its way through my blood stream. Haha we went n got bigmacs for breakfast and then cleaned up after the party. I felt so gross when all the alcohol started sweating it out.
Marc and the bodyguard didn’t stay long but I had quite a few people who did! It was so nice to see who came and who didn’t and see you know who is really there for you. I cant express how much it meant to me to have the others there ya know. Me n carlos seem to be repairing our relationship which is awesome. Im really stoked. I was back to calling him my big brother on sturday which I think was good for both of us.
Nic left early with hads which was disappointing. He was so tired like asleep at one of the tables tired but still… she was pretty gutted specially cause they ended up having a fight… she was just like “I left my best friends 21st for this crap.”. me n nic have come a long way I think. We had a nice talk on Saturday and she said some very nice things.
Im pretty damn lucky I didn’t have a heart attack drinking that many red bulls haha. The boys got me four n then the girls got me another 7 seperatly buut I only ended up doing 8/ tonz was so far trashed that she couldn’t stand and was vomiting! Not a pretty sight. Kinda disappointing as well but hey not much I can do now! Anyways I needa catch up on my work so heres some photos and ill post some more later!
Saturday started off well. I went out for brunch with my mum and aunty and we just hung out and talked the morning away which was nice. I found out that I have a brother who my own bio dad hasn’t even met. So that’s pretty weird to know that, like what if ive met him and don’t even know? Its been on my mind ever since then and it gives me even more reason to meet this father of mine. My aunty gave me the coolest collage of my family and some stuff to do with the native tribe im from which means a lot. I have no understanding of my Maori side so I do want to learn for sure. My auntys present goes perfectly with the key mum and paul my step dad gave me. I love it so much. Im gonna post a few photos uup so ill make sure I do that. I don’t actually have much to say about the party. I think I am now a legend lol. I did 8 yager bombs and drunk prob 10 vodkas and was still standing at the end of the night! Very unusual for a 21st. I did however chuck at the end of the night when we got home. damn denny’s chilli fries weren’t sitting well in my tummy I guess. Im still pretty tired aye! I went to bed at like 5 on Sunday morning and was up before 9. I guess that redbull was well and truly making its way through my blood stream. Haha we went n got bigmacs for breakfast and then cleaned up after the party. I felt so gross when all the alcohol started sweating it out.
Marc and the bodyguard didn’t stay long but I had quite a few people who did! It was so nice to see who came and who didn’t and see you know who is really there for you. I cant express how much it meant to me to have the others there ya know. Me n carlos seem to be repairing our relationship which is awesome. Im really stoked. I was back to calling him my big brother on sturday which I think was good for both of us.
Nic left early with hads which was disappointing. He was so tired like asleep at one of the tables tired but still… she was pretty gutted specially cause they ended up having a fight… she was just like “I left my best friends 21st for this crap.”. me n nic have come a long way I think. We had a nice talk on Saturday and she said some very nice things.
Im pretty damn lucky I didn’t have a heart attack drinking that many red bulls haha. The boys got me four n then the girls got me another 7 seperatly buut I only ended up doing 8/ tonz was so far trashed that she couldn’t stand and was vomiting! Not a pretty sight. Kinda disappointing as well but hey not much I can do now! Anyways I needa catch up on my work so heres some photos and ill post some more later!
Monday, March 9, 2009
Crissity Cross like a unicorns horns!
EXCITING TIMES!
I’m so sure I should be way more excited than what I am being that it’s a mere 4 DAYS away from only the best day of the year! Haha I crack myself up! So any who moving on to much more enthralling or rather disturbing news! I tracked down the ex on facebook today and now I’m sitting here kicking myself asking what is wrong with me?? like why do I feel the need to even find him…I’m not going to add him even though if I wasn’t typing this id be sitting on my hands to prevent such action.. I don’t need to see him or talk to him or anything yet I still feel that slight pull of curiosity to see what he’s doing and how he is etc. is that weird? Or just plain stupid?
In other news I can’t get this boy aka the bodyguard off my mind. It was such a weird situation on Saturday night. I don’t even know why I’m thinking about him. He doesn’t have an interest and if he does it was only cause he was drunk... its so super slutty for me to hook up with marc and have that whole mind fuck relationship with him then nearly hook up with doug or kiss him followed by being all cuddly and attached at the hip to Tyler.. Perhaps I need to not hang out with them haha. I’m a bit nervous to see Tyler!
On Saturday morning I’m meeting one of my biological father’s sisters for the first time. So that’s gonna be interesting for sure. On top of all the stress I have this. I want to do it because they are my family but I’m still crapping myself that it will be awkward or it wont happen or whatever. I met two of his other sisters back in like October or whatever last year and that went well but I haven’t had much contact since then. I have a total of 10 aunties and uncles on that side of the family and over 40 cousins that I haven’t met. How crazy is that? I guess its just protocol when you have a dead beat dad who doesn’t seem to have an interest. My aunty said she showed him my facebook photos and stuff and that he was a bit emotional but come on father NZ is a small place its not like I’m hard to find yah know. I just don’t understand how someone can become a father or a mother and just disappear form their child’s life. The last time I saw him was in March of 1994. He came to see me and bought me an Easter egg and that was it. He has sent me letters back in like 2001 and I told him how it was and said I wanted to keep in touch but then he never did. I’m not looking for him to be my father I just want to see this person who is half of who I am. I want to know my family history. If he thinks of me or loves me or misses me. I suppose the resounding communication silence at his end makes it a little hard but come on… pick up a phone and call me.
When I started this quest to meet these people back in like September last year I thought I would see him. I’ve always wanted to do this and with my 21st approaching I felt it was now or never... I wouldn’t change the life I have and i'm incredibly grateful to the man I consider to be my dad. Turning 21 may not be a big deal to some people but to me it will be the biggest milestone of my life! I’m thankful to my incredible parents for getting me this far... I have never been the perfect child and although they took me to hell and back I did the same. Now is a time for reflection of how lucky I am. My sister is amazing and I love her to pieces. I am lucky to have a young healthy extended family. Sorry about the rambling criss cross nature of this post. As I think I write it down.
Haha I keep getting distracted by one of my workmates trying to hype me up for my birthday so I better go! I’m going to post some photos as well though but that will be in another post. Just some family shots and some old school friend ones.
I’m so sure I should be way more excited than what I am being that it’s a mere 4 DAYS away from only the best day of the year! Haha I crack myself up! So any who moving on to much more enthralling or rather disturbing news! I tracked down the ex on facebook today and now I’m sitting here kicking myself asking what is wrong with me?? like why do I feel the need to even find him…I’m not going to add him even though if I wasn’t typing this id be sitting on my hands to prevent such action.. I don’t need to see him or talk to him or anything yet I still feel that slight pull of curiosity to see what he’s doing and how he is etc. is that weird? Or just plain stupid?
In other news I can’t get this boy aka the bodyguard off my mind. It was such a weird situation on Saturday night. I don’t even know why I’m thinking about him. He doesn’t have an interest and if he does it was only cause he was drunk... its so super slutty for me to hook up with marc and have that whole mind fuck relationship with him then nearly hook up with doug or kiss him followed by being all cuddly and attached at the hip to Tyler.. Perhaps I need to not hang out with them haha. I’m a bit nervous to see Tyler!
On Saturday morning I’m meeting one of my biological father’s sisters for the first time. So that’s gonna be interesting for sure. On top of all the stress I have this. I want to do it because they are my family but I’m still crapping myself that it will be awkward or it wont happen or whatever. I met two of his other sisters back in like October or whatever last year and that went well but I haven’t had much contact since then. I have a total of 10 aunties and uncles on that side of the family and over 40 cousins that I haven’t met. How crazy is that? I guess its just protocol when you have a dead beat dad who doesn’t seem to have an interest. My aunty said she showed him my facebook photos and stuff and that he was a bit emotional but come on father NZ is a small place its not like I’m hard to find yah know. I just don’t understand how someone can become a father or a mother and just disappear form their child’s life. The last time I saw him was in March of 1994. He came to see me and bought me an Easter egg and that was it. He has sent me letters back in like 2001 and I told him how it was and said I wanted to keep in touch but then he never did. I’m not looking for him to be my father I just want to see this person who is half of who I am. I want to know my family history. If he thinks of me or loves me or misses me. I suppose the resounding communication silence at his end makes it a little hard but come on… pick up a phone and call me.
When I started this quest to meet these people back in like September last year I thought I would see him. I’ve always wanted to do this and with my 21st approaching I felt it was now or never... I wouldn’t change the life I have and i'm incredibly grateful to the man I consider to be my dad. Turning 21 may not be a big deal to some people but to me it will be the biggest milestone of my life! I’m thankful to my incredible parents for getting me this far... I have never been the perfect child and although they took me to hell and back I did the same. Now is a time for reflection of how lucky I am. My sister is amazing and I love her to pieces. I am lucky to have a young healthy extended family. Sorry about the rambling criss cross nature of this post. As I think I write it down.
Haha I keep getting distracted by one of my workmates trying to hype me up for my birthday so I better go! I’m going to post some photos as well though but that will be in another post. Just some family shots and some old school friend ones.
Sunday, March 8, 2009
Stupid Computers! And a weekend update...
well i just wrote the longest ever post and then my computer fucked out so thats all down the drain now!
Ok well im gonna do some bullet points to give you the quick rundown cause im so not gonna type all of what I said out again!
1- I nearly hooked up with the bday boy aka “the bodyguard”. Towards the end of the night we were all over each other and he kept talking to me about doug and how im way too good for him etc and deserve only the best. It was really sweet. We were holding hands and hugging and stuff all night! We woulda looked like a couple to outsiders. Till he got called away. I was so sad haha.
2- doug kissed me n I told him to piss off. He kept trying to talk to me but I avoided him and told him I was way to drunk to deal with this shit. I think he got the hint. I havnt heard from him again!
3- marcs STUPID girlfriend officially hates me. she thought I was tryna steal her man. WTF!!!!! It aint my fault im more fun than her and me n marc are friends. I wonder if she knows what actually went on with me n him!
4- Nic n hads are officially a couple now. Its so good im so happy for them!
5- I feel like a dick after how drunk I was. Who ever said that drinking straight from the wine bottle is a good idea was VERY sadly mistaken. Never again!
6- what is wrong with me that I have to tell nic and hads that ive always been attracted to tyler and wanna hook up with him?
7- 5 days till my birthday! I cant freaking wait tho im having slight panic attacks that no one will show up!
8- im a bit nervous to see tyler again.
9- umm not sure what else I have going on but yeah that’s my update guys.
10- I met two hot guys- Kelly and Adam that are crazy and so much fun! Hopefully we hang out with them again!
I need some advice tho. Should I be feeling embarrassed bout the Tyler thing and was I too mean to doug?
*******UPDATE*********
doug just text me to apologize for his behaviour so thats good!
Ok well im gonna do some bullet points to give you the quick rundown cause im so not gonna type all of what I said out again!
1- I nearly hooked up with the bday boy aka “the bodyguard”. Towards the end of the night we were all over each other and he kept talking to me about doug and how im way too good for him etc and deserve only the best. It was really sweet. We were holding hands and hugging and stuff all night! We woulda looked like a couple to outsiders. Till he got called away. I was so sad haha.
2- doug kissed me n I told him to piss off. He kept trying to talk to me but I avoided him and told him I was way to drunk to deal with this shit. I think he got the hint. I havnt heard from him again!
3- marcs STUPID girlfriend officially hates me. she thought I was tryna steal her man. WTF!!!!! It aint my fault im more fun than her and me n marc are friends. I wonder if she knows what actually went on with me n him!
4- Nic n hads are officially a couple now. Its so good im so happy for them!
5- I feel like a dick after how drunk I was. Who ever said that drinking straight from the wine bottle is a good idea was VERY sadly mistaken. Never again!
6- what is wrong with me that I have to tell nic and hads that ive always been attracted to tyler and wanna hook up with him?
7- 5 days till my birthday! I cant freaking wait tho im having slight panic attacks that no one will show up!
8- im a bit nervous to see tyler again.
9- umm not sure what else I have going on but yeah that’s my update guys.
10- I met two hot guys- Kelly and Adam that are crazy and so much fun! Hopefully we hang out with them again!
I need some advice tho. Should I be feeling embarrassed bout the Tyler thing and was I too mean to doug?
*******UPDATE*********
doug just text me to apologize for his behaviour so thats good!
Wednesday, March 4, 2009
9 days left!
Well I don’t really have anything new to report..everything seems to be running smoothly in my life at the mo. Im uber excited cause its only 9 days till my 21st!!! I haven’t been able to find an outfit as yet but meh! Im not bothered! I made cd’s and stuff last night and tonz is making some for me so its cool. My mummy is making my photo boards and getting me a key and doing all the food with my dad! I really cant wait for this but at the same time im nervous. Doug was texting me last night and I told him how I felt About my 21st and he sent me the nicest text..i just have to share it! It went like this-
“Trust me you have nothing to worry about. You have heaps of great friends who clearly love you to bits. Your one of the coolest chicks ive met and your beautiful to boot. Believe me when I say nothing can go wrong :-)”
I read it and was just like awww that’s so sweet. Its so hard to decided what I want from him. He annoys me and stuff but hes so sweet and he makes this major effort. And its so nice to feel wanted! Ahhhh! Oh well im sure the answer will come at my bodyguards bday! I cant wait! And im getting my hair done with gen on Saturday morning. So gonna be looking good!
“Trust me you have nothing to worry about. You have heaps of great friends who clearly love you to bits. Your one of the coolest chicks ive met and your beautiful to boot. Believe me when I say nothing can go wrong :-)”
I read it and was just like awww that’s so sweet. Its so hard to decided what I want from him. He annoys me and stuff but hes so sweet and he makes this major effort. And its so nice to feel wanted! Ahhhh! Oh well im sure the answer will come at my bodyguards bday! I cant wait! And im getting my hair done with gen on Saturday morning. So gonna be looking good!
Monday, March 2, 2009
Warning Signs!
Okayyyyy…
So it would appear that Marc and Hads are worried about me… Nic confeesed to Hads on Sunday night that they were… I rang nic yesterday after work, cause we talk on the way home most days and she told me. I couldn’t quite believe it. They think he is going to hurt me. but it was helpful to know hes sleeping with three people at the mo. I knew he wasn’t jut chasing me but omg come on! It kinda rang alarm bells for me that his own besties are worried bout me hooking up with him. And being that im still undecided it doesn’t help. Hes really harassing me now about meeting up! So I needa decide what to do! specially cause it’s the Bodyguards 21st this weekend so he will def be there. Me n nic are gonna get fucked up haha. Should be such an awesome night! I cant freaking wait! That and my 21st is like 11 days away! Aghhhh so soon!
Also another thing that pissed me off last night was Ben n Alex (my two oldest guy mates) randomly showed up shirtless and carrying a chilly bin filled with beer and bourbon haha. Man have those boys filled out since high school ;-). Anyway Doug was texting me non stop as per usual and Ben noticed my phone going off and came and sat on my knee to read all my texts lol and asked me a few questions etc. then Gen decided to show them a pic of Doug and Ben n Alex and Gen got on this huge trip of telling me not to hook up with him. I actually had Ben n Alex sitting on either side of me going you are too good for him please don’t do it you deserve better blah blah. It was kinda hurtful and upsetting. Not to mention Carl got them started on me being a lesbian. They keep telling me they will still love me if I am lol but there aint no way that I am thank you! I like my penis far too much haha. Well this post is kind of a rant/? Who knows but im confused about Doug.
Should I listen to my boys comments bout their own boy or do I just go against it all? Im so confused..i know I don’t really find Doug attractive but with everyone being hooked up I wanna have some fun…
I have a little bit extra to add! I have a major owie on my leg! Alex whipped me with the wet dish cloth last night and now i have a fat as bruise! Hahaha go the war trophies!
So it would appear that Marc and Hads are worried about me… Nic confeesed to Hads on Sunday night that they were… I rang nic yesterday after work, cause we talk on the way home most days and she told me. I couldn’t quite believe it. They think he is going to hurt me. but it was helpful to know hes sleeping with three people at the mo. I knew he wasn’t jut chasing me but omg come on! It kinda rang alarm bells for me that his own besties are worried bout me hooking up with him. And being that im still undecided it doesn’t help. Hes really harassing me now about meeting up! So I needa decide what to do! specially cause it’s the Bodyguards 21st this weekend so he will def be there. Me n nic are gonna get fucked up haha. Should be such an awesome night! I cant freaking wait! That and my 21st is like 11 days away! Aghhhh so soon!
Also another thing that pissed me off last night was Ben n Alex (my two oldest guy mates) randomly showed up shirtless and carrying a chilly bin filled with beer and bourbon haha. Man have those boys filled out since high school ;-). Anyway Doug was texting me non stop as per usual and Ben noticed my phone going off and came and sat on my knee to read all my texts lol and asked me a few questions etc. then Gen decided to show them a pic of Doug and Ben n Alex and Gen got on this huge trip of telling me not to hook up with him. I actually had Ben n Alex sitting on either side of me going you are too good for him please don’t do it you deserve better blah blah. It was kinda hurtful and upsetting. Not to mention Carl got them started on me being a lesbian. They keep telling me they will still love me if I am lol but there aint no way that I am thank you! I like my penis far too much haha. Well this post is kind of a rant/? Who knows but im confused about Doug.
Should I listen to my boys comments bout their own boy or do I just go against it all? Im so confused..i know I don’t really find Doug attractive but with everyone being hooked up I wanna have some fun…
I have a little bit extra to add! I have a major owie on my leg! Alex whipped me with the wet dish cloth last night and now i have a fat as bruise! Hahaha go the war trophies!
Monday, January 26, 2009
My Weekend Summary
My weekend summary…
I ended up being home alone with shane this weekend which was hmmm…different I would say to the least…I got home from work aon Friday and I was sooo tired. I worked my ass off last week and was over it all so I just flopped on the couch and watched some of my one tree hill dvds that I borrowed…I got season 1 and season 2 off tonz cause I havnt seen all of the shows in those seasons so it was mint. Wnet in got BK for dinner and did nothing…then had a beer with shane when he got home.. in the morning we picked up amy a chick he works with and went to the beach for a few hours. I got so sunburnt…it was fun tho! Me n amy spent the whole time just like mocking shane lol but hey its payback for all the sexual shit he says to me ALL the time! Then we went and got some stuff for a bbq and headed home thinking it was just gonna be me n shane all night. So I rung one of my only friends still in Auckland and got her to come over..i may of mentioned lisa before? We don’t really get on that well but when we do its pretty fun. So she came over for a few drinks and we just laxed n stuff then hads text me asking how my night was etcd and then said marc wanted to know what I was doing so I just said laxing and they said they would come over and save me. yay! It was the first time ive hung out with them by myself but it wasn’t too bad…we went over to the school to play on the playgroung lol juvenile I know and then just went back to mine to watch this movie marc said I wouldn’t like. He was right I didn’t like it! But I ended up falling asleep along with everyone except hads lol. I woke up at like 3.30 and realized the movie had finished and hads woke the boys up to tell them it was time to go…but they all fell asleep again lol. I noticed they were leaving but I was so ready to sleep lol so I fell back asleep even tho my bed is like 2 metres away. I slept on the tiniest little like almost one seater couch lol. I woke up at like 7.30 as well and the boys were still there lol so Sunday was just spent laxing and watching one tree hill. I went to a 21st as well for my cousin but everyone was so drunk and annoying that I was home by like 11. I had a nap before I went out so I couldn’t sleep lol. Was very sucky but I just watched more one tree hill and then went to bed…
All my flatmates came back yesterday but they just felt like strangers…like gens not really talking to me or whatever so I don’t know whats going on…but there isn’t much I can do to changes it…I need more love adventures…I just miss having someone hold me as im falling asleep ya know…all that sorta stuff I miss so much…but its so hard to get out there and find someone and to be honest im not lookin… I guess im just waiting to see if someone will stumble along…
I ended up being home alone with shane this weekend which was hmmm…different I would say to the least…I got home from work aon Friday and I was sooo tired. I worked my ass off last week and was over it all so I just flopped on the couch and watched some of my one tree hill dvds that I borrowed…I got season 1 and season 2 off tonz cause I havnt seen all of the shows in those seasons so it was mint. Wnet in got BK for dinner and did nothing…then had a beer with shane when he got home.. in the morning we picked up amy a chick he works with and went to the beach for a few hours. I got so sunburnt…it was fun tho! Me n amy spent the whole time just like mocking shane lol but hey its payback for all the sexual shit he says to me ALL the time! Then we went and got some stuff for a bbq and headed home thinking it was just gonna be me n shane all night. So I rung one of my only friends still in Auckland and got her to come over..i may of mentioned lisa before? We don’t really get on that well but when we do its pretty fun. So she came over for a few drinks and we just laxed n stuff then hads text me asking how my night was etcd and then said marc wanted to know what I was doing so I just said laxing and they said they would come over and save me. yay! It was the first time ive hung out with them by myself but it wasn’t too bad…we went over to the school to play on the playgroung lol juvenile I know and then just went back to mine to watch this movie marc said I wouldn’t like. He was right I didn’t like it! But I ended up falling asleep along with everyone except hads lol. I woke up at like 3.30 and realized the movie had finished and hads woke the boys up to tell them it was time to go…but they all fell asleep again lol. I noticed they were leaving but I was so ready to sleep lol so I fell back asleep even tho my bed is like 2 metres away. I slept on the tiniest little like almost one seater couch lol. I woke up at like 7.30 as well and the boys were still there lol so Sunday was just spent laxing and watching one tree hill. I went to a 21st as well for my cousin but everyone was so drunk and annoying that I was home by like 11. I had a nap before I went out so I couldn’t sleep lol. Was very sucky but I just watched more one tree hill and then went to bed…
All my flatmates came back yesterday but they just felt like strangers…like gens not really talking to me or whatever so I don’t know whats going on…but there isn’t much I can do to changes it…I need more love adventures…I just miss having someone hold me as im falling asleep ya know…all that sorta stuff I miss so much…but its so hard to get out there and find someone and to be honest im not lookin… I guess im just waiting to see if someone will stumble along…
Sunday, December 21, 2008
Immature boys arent worth my time!
Ok so we seem to be in the miidddle of a full scale prank. In my last post I was talking about how marc had aired all his shit on facebook. Then he changed it to say sorry etc but I was just like whatever. We went and worked at the club on Friday night then came home for what was meant to be the trivial pursuit night. But the boys didn’t show… whatta surprise! What was actually surprising was that we woke up in the morning to find a bed in our driveway. Im not shitting you an actual bed. I was so mad. So they could find the time to bring a BED to our house but couldn’t even text to say they weren’t coming???? Wat the fuck! We moved the bed down the driveway and decided to forget bout them. Everyone was going to a bbq at carls n shanes bros house so me n nic decided to go to our mate nicoles house and have a few drinks. It was so boring as usual! So we left with nic a bit tipsy and me deciding it was revenge time. We went n picked tonz up and got some supplies. Condoms pegs glad wrap so much other stuff. Our first stp was this guy an ex of nics who fully fucked her over. Tonz went and put the condoms filled with moustureizer in the letter box and all over his car then nic egged it! Was soooo funny and as we were leaving the street we passed them on the way home haha! Next up was hadleys house. when we got there it was still a bit light so we just put some condoms etc on his car…same for tylers…then we gladwrapped marcs letterbox cause he doesn’t have a car..after we drove around just causing shit and being immature for awhile gen called and asked us to drop her off. We picked her up then went to the supermarket to get some good supplies for hadleys car! Smoked fish, rotten tomatoes, milk everything. I was mad and it was time they knew it. We dropped gen off and headed up there. Nic was the one who did most of it but we spent probably 10 minutes decorating his car! It must of stunk in the morning lol. We even glad wrapped the tray of his ute. Then we heard a noise and took off. When we came back his mum was outside haha we musty of woken her up. After that we just chilled for ages then went to bed. In the morning we all went out for brunch then came home and cleaned up and just spent sometime as a flat…well with tonz as well lol.
I went to bed at about 10.30ish and was just asleep when I got a text from shane saying if the boys showed up at the house again he was gonna call the cops. Shane had text gen n carl as well and they both got of bed. I went outside and there was shaving cream all over mine n shanes cars and they had put like gel all over my door andles and shanes. We were just sorta like oh well and went back to bed when there was a really loud bang on my windows and the ranch sliders in the lounge and then I heard running. We all got up again and saw they had water bombed the house, it was getting old fast cause unlike them who sleep till noon we all get up at 6 to work ya know. When I got up this morning to go to work I found they had also left a fridge in the driveway… wat the fuck? I guess there showing there ages now huh! Or more should I say there showing the fact that they are just uni students living at home, not working and still getting money off there parents… I was so mad cause I had to go to work in this other new building which is further away so needed my sleep. And I ended up getting like 4 hours cause everytime I heard a noise I skectched out. Omg carl just text me and said e went to check the mail and they had smoke bombed our letter box for fucks sake! What if it had of caught on fire…im guessing this is now the end of the friendships…
I went to bed at about 10.30ish and was just asleep when I got a text from shane saying if the boys showed up at the house again he was gonna call the cops. Shane had text gen n carl as well and they both got of bed. I went outside and there was shaving cream all over mine n shanes cars and they had put like gel all over my door andles and shanes. We were just sorta like oh well and went back to bed when there was a really loud bang on my windows and the ranch sliders in the lounge and then I heard running. We all got up again and saw they had water bombed the house, it was getting old fast cause unlike them who sleep till noon we all get up at 6 to work ya know. When I got up this morning to go to work I found they had also left a fridge in the driveway… wat the fuck? I guess there showing there ages now huh! Or more should I say there showing the fact that they are just uni students living at home, not working and still getting money off there parents… I was so mad cause I had to go to work in this other new building which is further away so needed my sleep. And I ended up getting like 4 hours cause everytime I heard a noise I skectched out. Omg carl just text me and said e went to check the mail and they had smoke bombed our letter box for fucks sake! What if it had of caught on fire…im guessing this is now the end of the friendships…
Wednesday, December 17, 2008
Whinge of the day
Do you ever wake up some days and feel so alone and so…I don’t know how to describe it. I have so much on my mind right now. Once again I havnt heard from marc in a few days. Nothing has been said about this weekend and his declarations….christmas is so freaking expensive…and I still have my bestys 21st present to buy before the end of this month. Its all kinda snowballing. And im so busy at work doing the job of two people while getting paid the salary of less than one. At least home life is semi-ok at the moment. And sometimes I think maybe I have a crush on The Bodyguard…hes one of marcs best friends but we get on so well. I call him my bodyguard cause of a couple of weeks ago when I was hiding behind him from shane…and its just stuck since then lo..but I get on so well with him and he talks to me…and I think hes quite cute as well…hes turning 21 next week on xmas eve…so I want to have a drink with him but already have plans…and sometimes I think maybe he likes me too. Cause when we were in the car talking about me n marc he was like nope I think you guys should just stay friends blah blah even tho everyone else was like you guys would be so good. I kinda feel like im pushing myself to much at the moment. Im flat out at work and im ot sleeping much more than 5 hours a night. Like no matter what I do I cant sleep past 5am unless I go to bed at like 11-11.30 and then I sleep till 6 if im lucky… ugh I just feel tired and stressed and it seems to be national bitch week you know…every customer I talk to has a problem and are so rude or abusive…to the point where I don’t want to answer the phone anymore or make any calls…maybe its just cause its that time of year…everyone gets down around Christmas I guess…and I need to have the strength to tell marc that we will be friends and friends only…cause im letting him treat me like a loser…go i cant stand my job for much longer. i feel like crying right now...
Sunday, December 7, 2008
la di da di da
What a weekend man! Hmm not that much to tell except I am sooo tired its not even funny lol im taking the day off work tomorrow to sit and do nothing!
Friday night I had arranged to go to soccer for a little while then Nic n Nicole n Caleb who is only the cutest 1 and a half year old ever were going to pick me up but instead I ended up going xmas shopping with them then heading back to nicoles for a few drinks. All good fun but being that me n nicole who used to live together havnt really hung out since we fell out (long story) like 3 months ago it was a bit awkward. Me n Nic headed home at like 9.30 to have a fairly early night and watch gossip girl. When we got home Shane had bought a box of beer and was keen to have a few so me being the obliging person that I am, cranked up the music and got into it haha. Was probably not the best idea! I was quite tipsy and crying before the night was over cause me n shane were having a deep n meaningful as we do when were drunk and it took me back to thinking bout when I lost a bay earlier this year…wasn’t the best convo or time to be having it. Me n Shane actually talked for the first time in awhile and he told me that hes not in love with me etc hahahahaha was pretty funny cause he followed it up with but you need to forget about marc etc cause hes just stringin you along. What evs man you don’t wanna be with me? Ugh he can be so annoying. Hes just not my type aye lol. His hot best frind who he bought over to the house on Saturday is hahaha.
Anyway on Saturday we had the 21st of one of my best girls from school planned. It was gonna be a family dinner and then drinks at hers but got changed to drinks at ours somehow. So we decorated the house and sent the text out inviting everyone to ours and went to dinner. Ugh it was so uncomfortable cause the family of the bday girl hates me n somehow blames me for all of the drug problems and alcohol shit that shes been thru. Its so funny that they blame me cause the only drug I touch is weed and that’s not often. You couldn’t pay me to do other drugs. Anyway we got diner over and done with and headed back to mine for a good time. Things were going well and the boys had just got home from a soccer game and marc n co had just arrived. We were all hanging out etc n me n gen did speeches which by the way was so embarrassing in front of marc haha. Then gen decided it was time for her to talk to marc and tonz who wantedin on the action followed her and they went off to the other deck to talk. They were out there for like two hours! But back to the current situation by this time the bday girl jess is fucked and telling me how much she misses our old friendship etc so I grabbed marcs boys and took off outside lol. We were all cracking each other up and then shane started talking to me and saying some dirty as shit. I was just like ewww stop it and ran over to hide behind tyler lol. He was like whats wrong who are you hiding from and I told him and he put his arm around me and was like its ok lol.
Then the shit hit the fan! Shane who has this paranoia that marc is tryna steal gen from carl starts mouthing off about marc saying hes gonna go smash him blah blah as stupid boys do. so I went outside and hauled gens ass inside lol to try and prevent a fight and me n tyler n dean started planning on fighting shane haha. Not the one! Then marc came back and we were all talking and hanging out till I realized marc was pretty upset looking. The girls had told him what had been said and he wanted to leave. I was so mad cause I wanted to hang out with him but there was nothing I could do to change what shane had said. Fuck he drives me crazy. After marc left I text him and told him I was sorry but he was so upset. I don’t blame him! Yesterday he was alright tho and tonight we are having a talk about were this is gonna head cause im at the point of writing him off ya know. He told the girls he was keen etc but that hes scared of getting hurt cause hes been fucked over by his last two gfs. Im just like hello like I haven’t been screwed over either haha. I hope this talk goes the way I want it to but im not counting on iit. If it goes good hopefully we will get to hang out tomorrow!
Ugh I better do some work! Peace ya’ll!
Friday night I had arranged to go to soccer for a little while then Nic n Nicole n Caleb who is only the cutest 1 and a half year old ever were going to pick me up but instead I ended up going xmas shopping with them then heading back to nicoles for a few drinks. All good fun but being that me n nicole who used to live together havnt really hung out since we fell out (long story) like 3 months ago it was a bit awkward. Me n Nic headed home at like 9.30 to have a fairly early night and watch gossip girl. When we got home Shane had bought a box of beer and was keen to have a few so me being the obliging person that I am, cranked up the music and got into it haha. Was probably not the best idea! I was quite tipsy and crying before the night was over cause me n shane were having a deep n meaningful as we do when were drunk and it took me back to thinking bout when I lost a bay earlier this year…wasn’t the best convo or time to be having it. Me n Shane actually talked for the first time in awhile and he told me that hes not in love with me etc hahahahaha was pretty funny cause he followed it up with but you need to forget about marc etc cause hes just stringin you along. What evs man you don’t wanna be with me? Ugh he can be so annoying. Hes just not my type aye lol. His hot best frind who he bought over to the house on Saturday is hahaha.
Anyway on Saturday we had the 21st of one of my best girls from school planned. It was gonna be a family dinner and then drinks at hers but got changed to drinks at ours somehow. So we decorated the house and sent the text out inviting everyone to ours and went to dinner. Ugh it was so uncomfortable cause the family of the bday girl hates me n somehow blames me for all of the drug problems and alcohol shit that shes been thru. Its so funny that they blame me cause the only drug I touch is weed and that’s not often. You couldn’t pay me to do other drugs. Anyway we got diner over and done with and headed back to mine for a good time. Things were going well and the boys had just got home from a soccer game and marc n co had just arrived. We were all hanging out etc n me n gen did speeches which by the way was so embarrassing in front of marc haha. Then gen decided it was time for her to talk to marc and tonz who wantedin on the action followed her and they went off to the other deck to talk. They were out there for like two hours! But back to the current situation by this time the bday girl jess is fucked and telling me how much she misses our old friendship etc so I grabbed marcs boys and took off outside lol. We were all cracking each other up and then shane started talking to me and saying some dirty as shit. I was just like ewww stop it and ran over to hide behind tyler lol. He was like whats wrong who are you hiding from and I told him and he put his arm around me and was like its ok lol.
Then the shit hit the fan! Shane who has this paranoia that marc is tryna steal gen from carl starts mouthing off about marc saying hes gonna go smash him blah blah as stupid boys do. so I went outside and hauled gens ass inside lol to try and prevent a fight and me n tyler n dean started planning on fighting shane haha. Not the one! Then marc came back and we were all talking and hanging out till I realized marc was pretty upset looking. The girls had told him what had been said and he wanted to leave. I was so mad cause I wanted to hang out with him but there was nothing I could do to change what shane had said. Fuck he drives me crazy. After marc left I text him and told him I was sorry but he was so upset. I don’t blame him! Yesterday he was alright tho and tonight we are having a talk about were this is gonna head cause im at the point of writing him off ya know. He told the girls he was keen etc but that hes scared of getting hurt cause hes been fucked over by his last two gfs. Im just like hello like I haven’t been screwed over either haha. I hope this talk goes the way I want it to but im not counting on iit. If it goes good hopefully we will get to hang out tomorrow!
Ugh I better do some work! Peace ya’ll!
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