So what do you guys reckon! I need advice… my mate Paul who I wanted to sleep with last year or something like that told me last night that he’s always had a connection with me n reckons us banging would be totally awesome haha. I’m torn though. I fully want a relationship when the right person comes along but I don’t know if I should compromise myself for another random one nighter ya know.. Not that it would be all that random or prob a one nighter. The weirdest part is that we met cause he was dating someone i'm no longer friends with and then he introduced me to his best mate who was my fuck buddy for a month or so.. pretty weird situation huh? He’s really nice and we get on great and this could so eff up the friendship…but at the same time I totally think I could get some mad sex from it… and man ive been jonesing for some mad sex.. so I’m putting it to the vote… even if your like a random lurker let me know… cast ya vote!
And on other news I’m going to hang out with Ashley and her crew tomorrow night. It always makes me nervous hangin out with a whole bunch of strangers but at the same time I’m loving getting out there and meeting new people,. And riding in sick as cars as well. I’m talking Fast and the Furious but NZ style lol and I maybe get to drive one! so that will be cool! Just a short post today so…
CAST YA VOTE BIATCHES!
Do I sleep with Paul or not?????
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Wednesday, April 29, 2009
Thursday, February 12, 2009
Coming up! Vday update!
So my weekend plans are pretty non existent at this point but at the same time they are pretty full on! Tonight us girls are running the kitchen down at the soccer club and watching the boys play there final games of the soccer league then I will be picking nic up from town after her very late xmas dinner! Should be fun being at the club. It’s a sign of how things are changing tho cause I used to get a fourpack of drinks Friday, rock over to gen n carls house in go n watch the game with an assortment of people. It was always so much fun but after all the shit went down we kinda just stopped all that well I did anyway and ive only been to like 5 of the games! So gay haha. But oh well at least im at the final one tonight. ashley my mate from school who ive always had an on off relationship with just called me at work and told me to come hang out tonight. my hot boy crush from primary school is gonna be there minus his bitch of a gf lol. Should be fun! Not that I would try it on him but were just gonna watch dvds etc!
Tomorrow night being valentines day we are doing the whole anti valentines thing at home and just having a few drinks. Ive never really had a memorable valentines lol. Ive only ever had a worthwhile bf for 3 of them…
My first ever celebrated valentines was all bout my bf tryna cop a feel in the park! Oh so romantic and then him refusing to come hang out with my family and going to see his boys! Haha how awesome is that! No flowers no nothing!
My second valentines celebration was spent with my bf sharn. We had been together for nearly a year and I went hard out. Bought him this $50 book on surfing spots that he really wanted and like put it in this box filled with candy and stuff. I soent hours on it! He gave me a necklace that cost $14.00 cause he spent all his money on beer to drink with my dad! Lol then him and his mate took me n my mate to pizza hut of all places and tried to dine n dash! How sweet is that! I did get some freaking fantastic sex afterwards tho…but then again with him I was always satisfied!
My third and final valentines being hooked up we were long distance from each other so we talked for a couple of hours on the phone and it was nice…
Good old valentines o make a single girl think! Doesn’t matter me tho I like who I am! Omg last night my stupid light bulb went out while I was in bed so I had to go steal one from our lounge to change it so I could see in the morning. In Nz we are having the most massive heat wave! Its good but so gross at the moment. Like you wake up sweating and cant get to sleep at night. I was changing my lightbuld when I managed to smash the glass lampshade that goes round it so I had to be all he man like and go and get gens tool kit and carls flash light and change it all lol. Ooops what a wally! By the tome I was done with that I was covered in drips of sweat! And eww while I was in the kitchen shane came out in no pants lol! Not a pretty sight!
Its been so weird hanging with ashley again. Shes been a bitch majorly to me in the past and responsible for most of the rumprs spread about me but I just can never seem to turn my back on her..that and she has the most gowagus little three year old who I have spent so much time with. Ash took me in when I had no where to live and was always there for me… will just have to see how this time goes I guess!
Tomorrow night being valentines day we are doing the whole anti valentines thing at home and just having a few drinks. Ive never really had a memorable valentines lol. Ive only ever had a worthwhile bf for 3 of them…
My first ever celebrated valentines was all bout my bf tryna cop a feel in the park! Oh so romantic and then him refusing to come hang out with my family and going to see his boys! Haha how awesome is that! No flowers no nothing!
My second valentines celebration was spent with my bf sharn. We had been together for nearly a year and I went hard out. Bought him this $50 book on surfing spots that he really wanted and like put it in this box filled with candy and stuff. I soent hours on it! He gave me a necklace that cost $14.00 cause he spent all his money on beer to drink with my dad! Lol then him and his mate took me n my mate to pizza hut of all places and tried to dine n dash! How sweet is that! I did get some freaking fantastic sex afterwards tho…but then again with him I was always satisfied!
My third and final valentines being hooked up we were long distance from each other so we talked for a couple of hours on the phone and it was nice…
Good old valentines o make a single girl think! Doesn’t matter me tho I like who I am! Omg last night my stupid light bulb went out while I was in bed so I had to go steal one from our lounge to change it so I could see in the morning. In Nz we are having the most massive heat wave! Its good but so gross at the moment. Like you wake up sweating and cant get to sleep at night. I was changing my lightbuld when I managed to smash the glass lampshade that goes round it so I had to be all he man like and go and get gens tool kit and carls flash light and change it all lol. Ooops what a wally! By the tome I was done with that I was covered in drips of sweat! And eww while I was in the kitchen shane came out in no pants lol! Not a pretty sight!
Its been so weird hanging with ashley again. Shes been a bitch majorly to me in the past and responsible for most of the rumprs spread about me but I just can never seem to turn my back on her..that and she has the most gowagus little three year old who I have spent so much time with. Ash took me in when I had no where to live and was always there for me… will just have to see how this time goes I guess!
Monday, February 9, 2009
stupid balding little weasel males!
I am so freaking pissed right now! I went to soccer last night and doug was playing for us cause carl and dobby couldn’t make it. The game before us was running late so we ended up sitting back chatting. Im not sure who will remember but going back to like the beginning of December when all the stuff with me and marc was going on there was MAJOR tension going on in my house. we were all fighting and it was like me n gen against the others. It was horrible. Gen and carl were at the point of breaking up and me n nic were barely speaking. Me n carl have had major shit go down.
The reason we were fighting? Cause the boys and nic were convinced that marc had feelings for gen ETC…me gem m tonz defended this from day one. I mean come on I was the one who was seeing him blah blah. But he was always texting her back etc. I put it down to them being good friends. I mean they clicked instantly. Go I feel like such an idiot! Like I actually have no faith in males ofr anything now. Marc is such a lying little homewrecking whore! It turns out that yes at one point he did have feelings for gen and he was trying to get with her! I cant believe it. Like im so angry I don’t have words for it! He needs to stay the hell away from gen and carl cause they sure as hell dint need his shit!
I couldn’t sleep last night thinking about it. I don’t think doug realized that what he told me was such a big deal but it was. I feel so humiliated cause all along I thought he actually cared about me. god no wonder I get on better with his friends than I do with him!!!!!
On another note…marcs mate doug has been texting me non stop! And my mate ashley is setting me up with this guy called johnno lol. He sounds nice! Theres also that whole tyler thing. Hes so cute!
Grrr so mad! Am I over reacting or do I have a right to feel like this? I feel like my gut instinct let me down and that yeah I deserve to be in the dog box with carl cause I shoulda listened to one of my good friends over a lying, balding little weasel! This is why I don’t trust males! What would make a person do something like that? My god carl apologized to marc about shane saying stuff to him! If you look at the decemeber blogs you can see. Sorry im too gumby to know how ta post the links!
The reason we were fighting? Cause the boys and nic were convinced that marc had feelings for gen ETC…me gem m tonz defended this from day one. I mean come on I was the one who was seeing him blah blah. But he was always texting her back etc. I put it down to them being good friends. I mean they clicked instantly. Go I feel like such an idiot! Like I actually have no faith in males ofr anything now. Marc is such a lying little homewrecking whore! It turns out that yes at one point he did have feelings for gen and he was trying to get with her! I cant believe it. Like im so angry I don’t have words for it! He needs to stay the hell away from gen and carl cause they sure as hell dint need his shit!
I couldn’t sleep last night thinking about it. I don’t think doug realized that what he told me was such a big deal but it was. I feel so humiliated cause all along I thought he actually cared about me. god no wonder I get on better with his friends than I do with him!!!!!
On another note…marcs mate doug has been texting me non stop! And my mate ashley is setting me up with this guy called johnno lol. He sounds nice! Theres also that whole tyler thing. Hes so cute!
Grrr so mad! Am I over reacting or do I have a right to feel like this? I feel like my gut instinct let me down and that yeah I deserve to be in the dog box with carl cause I shoulda listened to one of my good friends over a lying, balding little weasel! This is why I don’t trust males! What would make a person do something like that? My god carl apologized to marc about shane saying stuff to him! If you look at the decemeber blogs you can see. Sorry im too gumby to know how ta post the links!
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