What is your current obsession? Twilight series! I tried so hard to not just read them cause their such a huge thing but ive read them twice in the last three weeks and im on the waiting list to buy the DVD the day its released lol. This Wednesday!
What is your weirdest obsession? Sweet Valley High books…their something from my childhood I cant let go haha.
What are you wearing today? im wearing kitten heels, grey pencil skirt, green singlet and a black top with this really cool lace detail to it over the top!
What’s for dinner today? umm probably fish, mash potato and cauli flower and broccoli with cheese sauce!
What would make today special? if I could take away the pain my three girls are feeling at the mo and/or meet my very own Edward Cullen lol
What would you like to learn to do? How to fix cars! I would love to be all mechanical!
What’s the last thing you bought? my new wallet or my new top that im wearing!
What are you listening to right now? What I Got- Sublime.. its my song for my mummy haha
What is your favourite weather? I love summer and winter equally! I love the beach and BBQ’s and xmas but I love the snow big time!
What is your most challenging goal right now? Not smoking! I nearly caved the other day!!
What do you think about the person who tagged you? Shes awesome and the person that got me started blogging haha I don’t know if she knows that!
If you could have a house totally paid for, fully furnished anywhere in the world, where would you like it to be?Italy! Or Wanaka where I lived with the ex. That part of the country is amazing!
What would you like to have in your hands right now? $1,000,000!
What would you like to get rid of? Sickness and Boys!
If you could go anywhere in the world for the next hour, where would you go?Italy!
Which language do you want to learn? Italian! Damn that shiz is sexy!
What do you look for in a friend? Someone who can understand im slightly crazy and will drink with me till the morning or lax out on my couch and fall asleep!
What was the last movie you saw and how do you rate it?I saw fast and the furious four! It was mean!
What’s your favourite type of music?Probably old school rock
What is your favourite piece of clothing you own? my dress I last purchased, its bright and fun and I can wear it anywhere and it looks right!
What is your dream job? event planner! Owning my own company.
If you had £100 now what would you spend it on? That’s a fair amount in nz dollars so probably the pink digi camera im lusting after!
Favourite band from the 90's? Nirvana!
Fashion pet peeve? RCMP Pants.. High waisted jeans!
Do you admire anyone’s style? Kristen Stewart
Describe your personal style Im normally wearing a short skirt, singlet and a hoody or cardy lol no muss no fuss!!
The next event you are most excited about? Buying my Twilight DVD hahahahaha
Okay, here's the rules:
1. Respond and rework: answer the questions on your blog, replace one question that you dislike with a question of your own invention, add one more question of your own.
2. Tag eight other people.
ok sooo I tag ---
1. Bon Don
2. Desert Rat
3. Failed Beautification
4. Collins Calling
5. Emma
6. Frank the carpenter
7. Sei'Lani Britagne
8. and I ran out of people Steph hasn’t all ready tagged!
Sunday, April 19, 2009
Friday, April 17, 2009
Drunk times!
ohk so im drunk blogging! my bad lol. i just went to see fast and the furious number four and then came home to hget on it with my flatties! its always good times! haha i am seriously so trashed right now! yay for me! and i still didnt smoke!
on another note..this guy ive known for like a year and used to be with my mate is texting me. weve always had this thing and now its rearing my head. hes 26 and hot...im too drubj to know if what he says means anything but its good times! lol nics sleeoing on the couch! and snoring! she just fully punche duo shane haha cause they were play fighting and he threw her against one of our couches by mistake lol. prob not funny but was if you were here. i pob make no sendse rite now but oh well! my borefom needs to end!
on another note..this guy ive known for like a year and used to be with my mate is texting me. weve always had this thing and now its rearing my head. hes 26 and hot...im too drubj to know if what he says means anything but its good times! lol nics sleeoing on the couch! and snoring! she just fully punche duo shane haha cause they were play fighting and he threw her against one of our couches by mistake lol. prob not funny but was if you were here. i pob make no sendse rite now but oh well! my borefom needs to end!
Thursday, April 16, 2009
Another day in the life of Zarz!
Well well well! Another week in the life of Zara draws to a close! I can’t freaking wait for 4pm to roll around so I can be released from the prison that it my office! Dramatic much? Haha im in a crazy good mood for 8am on a weekday but hey! You all know you love it. My journey towards self satisfaction is coming along nicely. Im feeling slightly more comfortable in my own skin at the moment and I think that’s partly to do with the whole having fresh clean lungs at the moment. Its been 13 days since ive had a cigarette and im loving it. Its so much easier than I thought it would be ya know. I was expecting to struggle but ive found I can chat with the girls while they smoke and I can be around them. Its more the whole not knowing what to do with myself when im on my breaks at work and stuff. I was really scared that I would put on weight when I quit cause that seems to be what happens to most people but it seems that a combo of being sick and not really eating for 5 days and then only eating twice a day is helping me to lose weight. Im mourning the loss of my boobs tho. I can feel them shrinking tho I suppose its good cause im loosing weight.
Ive been on a wee bit of a shopping splurge this week. I bought a new wallet which I am in love with! I have a slight obsession with handbags and wallets lol. I think I own like 10 handbags and 5 wallets. I win that collection by far out of all of my girls. I think theres a conspiracy going on, they are trying to de-tomboy me or something, they made me buy this black top last night that I would never have bought id I was buy myself. I tend to wear singlets and hoodies most of the time. I don’t really mix it up cause I love being comfortable and not worrying about getting dirty and shiz lol. The boys tease me and cal me Cody. Check out the link below if you wanna see who cody is lol. I think you should be able to grasp it from the short little teasers!
http://tvnz.co.nz/content/go_girls_s1_ep8/ondemand_video_skin
anyway best I get a wriggle on to do some work I think! I have been uber lazy since I got sick and I need to cut that shiz out! Im going to see the new fast and the furious tonight hopefully! Yays for me!
Ive been on a wee bit of a shopping splurge this week. I bought a new wallet which I am in love with! I have a slight obsession with handbags and wallets lol. I think I own like 10 handbags and 5 wallets. I win that collection by far out of all of my girls. I think theres a conspiracy going on, they are trying to de-tomboy me or something, they made me buy this black top last night that I would never have bought id I was buy myself. I tend to wear singlets and hoodies most of the time. I don’t really mix it up cause I love being comfortable and not worrying about getting dirty and shiz lol. The boys tease me and cal me Cody. Check out the link below if you wanna see who cody is lol. I think you should be able to grasp it from the short little teasers!
http://tvnz.co.nz/content/go_girls_s1_ep8/ondemand_video_skin
anyway best I get a wriggle on to do some work I think! I have been uber lazy since I got sick and I need to cut that shiz out! Im going to see the new fast and the furious tonight hopefully! Yays for me!
Tuesday, April 14, 2009
Live...laugh...Love
This is my new Bible. Something EVERY woman should read.
P.S.It was written by a man.
If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away.
If he doesn't want you, nothing can make him stay.
Stop making excuses for a man and his behavior.
Allow your intuition (or spirit) to save you from heartache.
Stop trying to change yourselves for a relationship that's not meant to be.
Slower is better.
Never live your life for a man before you find what makes you truly happy.
If a relationship ends because the man was not treating you as you deservethen heck no, you can't "be friends."A friend wouldn't mistreat a friend.
Don't settle.
If you feel like he is stringing you along, then he probably is.
Don't stay because you think "it will get better." You'll be mad at yourself a year later for staying when things are not better.
The only person you can control in a relationship is you.
Avoid men who've got a bunch of children by a bunch of different women.He didn't marry them when he got them pregnant,Why would he treat you any differently?
Always have your own set of friends separate from his.
Maintain boundaries in how a guy treats you.
If something bothers you, speak up.
Never let a man know everything. He will use it against you later.
You cannot change a man's behavior. Change comes from within.
Don't EVER make him feel he is more important than you are...even if he has more education or in a better job. Do not make him into a quasi-god.He is a man, nothing more nothing less.Never let a man define who you are.
Never borrow someone else's man.
If he cheated with you, he'll cheat on you.
A man will only treat you the way you ALLOW him to treat you.
All men are NOT dogs.
You should not be the one doing all the bending, Compromise is a two-way street.
You need time to heal between relationships.
There is nothing cute about baggage. Deal with your issues before pursuing a new relationship
You should never look for someone to COMPLETE you
A relationship consists of two WHOLE individuals
Look for someone complimentary. ..not supplementary.
Dating is fun...even if he doesn't turn out to be Mr.. Right.
Make him miss you sometimes... when a man always know where you are and you're always readily available to him- he takes it for granted.
Don't fully commit to a man who doesn't give you everything that you need.
Keep him in your radar but get to know others.
Share this with other ladies..... You'll make someone SMILE, anotherRETHINK her choices, and another woman PREPARE.
I borrowed this from the fantastic Sydney at http://loveisaminefield.blogspot.com/2008_04_01_archive.html
P.S.It was written by a man.
If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away.
If he doesn't want you, nothing can make him stay.
Stop making excuses for a man and his behavior.
Allow your intuition (or spirit) to save you from heartache.
Stop trying to change yourselves for a relationship that's not meant to be.
Slower is better.
Never live your life for a man before you find what makes you truly happy.
If a relationship ends because the man was not treating you as you deservethen heck no, you can't "be friends."A friend wouldn't mistreat a friend.
Don't settle.
If you feel like he is stringing you along, then he probably is.
Don't stay because you think "it will get better." You'll be mad at yourself a year later for staying when things are not better.
The only person you can control in a relationship is you.
Avoid men who've got a bunch of children by a bunch of different women.He didn't marry them when he got them pregnant,Why would he treat you any differently?
Always have your own set of friends separate from his.
Maintain boundaries in how a guy treats you.
If something bothers you, speak up.
Never let a man know everything. He will use it against you later.
You cannot change a man's behavior. Change comes from within.
Don't EVER make him feel he is more important than you are...even if he has more education or in a better job. Do not make him into a quasi-god.He is a man, nothing more nothing less.Never let a man define who you are.
Never borrow someone else's man.
If he cheated with you, he'll cheat on you.
A man will only treat you the way you ALLOW him to treat you.
All men are NOT dogs.
You should not be the one doing all the bending, Compromise is a two-way street.
You need time to heal between relationships.
There is nothing cute about baggage. Deal with your issues before pursuing a new relationship
You should never look for someone to COMPLETE you
A relationship consists of two WHOLE individuals
Look for someone complimentary. ..not supplementary.
Dating is fun...even if he doesn't turn out to be Mr.. Right.
Make him miss you sometimes... when a man always know where you are and you're always readily available to him- he takes it for granted.
Don't fully commit to a man who doesn't give you everything that you need.
Keep him in your radar but get to know others.
Share this with other ladies..... You'll make someone SMILE, anotherRETHINK her choices, and another woman PREPARE.
I borrowed this from the fantastic Sydney at http://loveisaminefield.blogspot.com/2008_04_01_archive.html
Why harrow there strangers of the blog world!
Firstly I think everyone should add me on Facebook lol it seems to be the trend of late! If you want me to add you then leave a comment with your email and voila!
So my life of late has been scandal free and pretty damn boring. I was in bed like the whole of last week with pretty much pneumonia (I have no idea how the funk you spell that) so as you can imagine that sucked! I didn’t eat for three days lol and my mumma was coming over to bring me soup and fruit and shiz all the time. Was nice to be looked after but kinda embarrassing haha. I love my mummy for it tho. I mean come on im her grown ass daughter who hasn’t lived at home for at least two years and she still has the time to do that shiz! I'll post a pic of her so everyone can see my hero lol.
I was meant to go away for the 4day Easter weekend but I couldn’t cause I was sick which sucked. I got left at home with Shane for company, joyous as that was. I thought he was going to stab me in my sleep truth be told lol. No I kidd that’s a really harsh thing to say. This blog doesn’t have much purpose really. I guess having a scandal free life makes for a boring me! Bree and josh, Carls brother and annoying gf apparently got engaged this weekend. The dumb ass boy chose to give her a big rock! What the fuck he was thinking I don’t know, they organized a bbq for this coming weekend to tell the family but Bree decided to tell ME before the rest of them on Friday I think it was. I have no idea why she told me. So much shiz is wrong with that girl. How she made it to 18 is questionable! Haha anyway she told me and I kept my mouth shut. Me n her have had enough dramas for my liking and there is no way I was going down that track again. I deliberately didn’t say anything to Carl because I wasn’t sure what the deal was. We went to soccer and played etc etc skip the boring and were standing outside chatting after when Nicole this chick on the team dropped the “have you seen josh and Bree” bomb and proceeded to tell Carl everything. Half an hour later I got a text from Bree accusing me of telling everyone blah blah. But anyways tho im not sure what the point of that story was I just felt like sharing. All sorted now tho!
A big shout out to Bon Don at "Who throws a cupcake? Honestly." for giving me my first award! Im her blogger bff! I dont know how to post a link but if you wanna check her out just have a look at my profile :-)
And my final note! I have quit smoking! I haven’t had one in 10 days. Me n Carlos have a bet. If I smoke before the end of September I have to change my facebook status to say I am a lesbian and I wanted to tell everyone. Im not allowed to comment back to people who say stuff and just have to ignore it until 24 hours have passed lol. If I stay off the fags then Carlos ha to wash my car in a dress and heels lol. I think I got the better end of the deal! Wish me luck ya’ll!
So my life of late has been scandal free and pretty damn boring. I was in bed like the whole of last week with pretty much pneumonia (I have no idea how the funk you spell that) so as you can imagine that sucked! I didn’t eat for three days lol and my mumma was coming over to bring me soup and fruit and shiz all the time. Was nice to be looked after but kinda embarrassing haha. I love my mummy for it tho. I mean come on im her grown ass daughter who hasn’t lived at home for at least two years and she still has the time to do that shiz! I'll post a pic of her so everyone can see my hero lol.
I was meant to go away for the 4day Easter weekend but I couldn’t cause I was sick which sucked. I got left at home with Shane for company, joyous as that was. I thought he was going to stab me in my sleep truth be told lol. No I kidd that’s a really harsh thing to say. This blog doesn’t have much purpose really. I guess having a scandal free life makes for a boring me! Bree and josh, Carls brother and annoying gf apparently got engaged this weekend. The dumb ass boy chose to give her a big rock! What the fuck he was thinking I don’t know, they organized a bbq for this coming weekend to tell the family but Bree decided to tell ME before the rest of them on Friday I think it was. I have no idea why she told me. So much shiz is wrong with that girl. How she made it to 18 is questionable! Haha anyway she told me and I kept my mouth shut. Me n her have had enough dramas for my liking and there is no way I was going down that track again. I deliberately didn’t say anything to Carl because I wasn’t sure what the deal was. We went to soccer and played etc etc skip the boring and were standing outside chatting after when Nicole this chick on the team dropped the “have you seen josh and Bree” bomb and proceeded to tell Carl everything. Half an hour later I got a text from Bree accusing me of telling everyone blah blah. But anyways tho im not sure what the point of that story was I just felt like sharing. All sorted now tho!
A big shout out to Bon Don at "Who throws a cupcake? Honestly." for giving me my first award! Im her blogger bff! I dont know how to post a link but if you wanna check her out just have a look at my profile :-)
And my final note! I have quit smoking! I haven’t had one in 10 days. Me n Carlos have a bet. If I smoke before the end of September I have to change my facebook status to say I am a lesbian and I wanted to tell everyone. Im not allowed to comment back to people who say stuff and just have to ignore it until 24 hours have passed lol. If I stay off the fags then Carlos ha to wash my car in a dress and heels lol. I think I got the better end of the deal! Wish me luck ya’ll!
Thursday, April 2, 2009
Thank You!
Just thought i would drop a little line to say thanks to all of you who leave me comments about my shiz! You guys are THE SHIZ!
"Life isnt about waiting for the storm to pass,
its about learning to dance in the rain!"
Wednesday, April 1, 2009
Stop playing things that make me remember!
Why oh why are they playing the song on the radio that made me fall for The Ex? The day I think I fell for him and there was no turning back sticks in my mind something chronic. We had always been good friends and spent a lot of time together before we hooked up but cause I had a boyfriend I wasn’t looking for more than what we had. We met in my second to last year of school. He was new to school and the first words I said to him where “who the hell are you” followed shortly by “don’t sit with them, their losers”. Yip that’s right folks at one point I was one of those girls that we all loved to hate at school. I guess it was cause that year was my year at school.
Anyway i'm going off on one of my Zara tangents n I should get back to the story. We were in this crazy intense outdoors class that meant the 12 of us that were lucky to be picked made a bond that would last for life. A lot of that year was about conquering fears and pushing my boundaries to a point I don’t think I can go to anymore. One day we were doing the final outdoor part of an exam for school. Now at that point (I was like 16) I was deathly afraid of heights. So when the time came for us to go up on this high ropes course 10 metres off the ground and then walk out on wire only using each other as support…I freaked lol. I couldn’t do it. I was physically shaking and I almost started crying. So here we are up on this high wire facing each other and I am like seriously shittin my pants in fear. Romance had always been predicted for us but denied.. Anyway as I’m up there crying he starts singing… “Lean on me, when you not strong, I’ll be your friend, I’ll help you carry on”. Do ya see why I fell for that SOB? That was it for me. It was probably one of the nicest things a guy has ever done for me. The Ex told me the whole time that we were together that the first day he saw me he said to himself he was gonna fuck me. About a week later he wanted to be with me. 4 months later he was.
The first time he told me he loved me was in a letter. We had been together about two weeks and we had this silly little spat about my ex boyfriend and him. I broke up with and cheated on this guy for the ex but always felt that my 21 year old ex used me for his school girl fantasies. Anyway I hadn’t slept with the ex either. We could spend hours making out but I always stopped it cause I didn’t want him to be taking me for a ride. In the end it came out that I was worried he was using me for sex. We sorted our stuff out and a couple of days later were sitting in English. I was flipping through his book when I found this letter to me in the centre. It was so sweet and reassuring and he signed it “love ya”. That freaked me out something chronic. Two weeks later he told me for real. I found this letter that he had written to an ex when they were together. He had been drinking and we were sitting around at his house when I found it. We ended up chasing each other all over the house and I was trying to climb over his back to get it when he said “I love you”. Wow was that the fastest ive ever run away from a guy lol. Just to go off on a ZARA tangent. why is the radio playing all these songs that make me reminisce at this current time and why cant I be allowed to turn it off! Lol it took me like a week to say it to him but when I did it was great. From then on we were inseparable. Lol at one point our parents banned us from spending time together so that the rest of the world existed!
What if I don’t have firsts with another guy? What if I’m destined to live vicariously through memories? That’s what I worry about. I’m going to be an old maid by the time I’m 22. Two years without a BF is such a long time….
Anyway i'm going off on one of my Zara tangents n I should get back to the story. We were in this crazy intense outdoors class that meant the 12 of us that were lucky to be picked made a bond that would last for life. A lot of that year was about conquering fears and pushing my boundaries to a point I don’t think I can go to anymore. One day we were doing the final outdoor part of an exam for school. Now at that point (I was like 16) I was deathly afraid of heights. So when the time came for us to go up on this high ropes course 10 metres off the ground and then walk out on wire only using each other as support…I freaked lol. I couldn’t do it. I was physically shaking and I almost started crying. So here we are up on this high wire facing each other and I am like seriously shittin my pants in fear. Romance had always been predicted for us but denied.. Anyway as I’m up there crying he starts singing… “Lean on me, when you not strong, I’ll be your friend, I’ll help you carry on”. Do ya see why I fell for that SOB? That was it for me. It was probably one of the nicest things a guy has ever done for me. The Ex told me the whole time that we were together that the first day he saw me he said to himself he was gonna fuck me. About a week later he wanted to be with me. 4 months later he was.
The first time he told me he loved me was in a letter. We had been together about two weeks and we had this silly little spat about my ex boyfriend and him. I broke up with and cheated on this guy for the ex but always felt that my 21 year old ex used me for his school girl fantasies. Anyway I hadn’t slept with the ex either. We could spend hours making out but I always stopped it cause I didn’t want him to be taking me for a ride. In the end it came out that I was worried he was using me for sex. We sorted our stuff out and a couple of days later were sitting in English. I was flipping through his book when I found this letter to me in the centre. It was so sweet and reassuring and he signed it “love ya”. That freaked me out something chronic. Two weeks later he told me for real. I found this letter that he had written to an ex when they were together. He had been drinking and we were sitting around at his house when I found it. We ended up chasing each other all over the house and I was trying to climb over his back to get it when he said “I love you”. Wow was that the fastest ive ever run away from a guy lol. Just to go off on a ZARA tangent. why is the radio playing all these songs that make me reminisce at this current time and why cant I be allowed to turn it off! Lol it took me like a week to say it to him but when I did it was great. From then on we were inseparable. Lol at one point our parents banned us from spending time together so that the rest of the world existed!
What if I don’t have firsts with another guy? What if I’m destined to live vicariously through memories? That’s what I worry about. I’m going to be an old maid by the time I’m 22. Two years without a BF is such a long time….
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